Probably misdiagnosed again.

Let me give it an reappraisal to your diagnosis:

言归正传，乡仆说的这句话，“不过后来我发现我为一些人的灵性祷告（我的亲人），非常有能力，确实是将人带向神的，才敢使用。”，我觉得很多羊们都有这个问题，就是孟江女的哭倒长城那意思。

Typical second guessing. Remember human language has its limit in expression. So try not to misread other's intention. Remember the lesson of 以己之心度人之腹?

请问乡姐妹和彩虹羊们，难道神对你亲人的爱比不上你对他们的爱吗？

That is a wasteful rhetorical non-question. Of course, God's love is the greatest! But God's love often expresses through his agents, especially human, rarely angelic.

上天要被你感动才会帮助你要帮助的人吗？

Again a wasteful rhetorical non-question. God often moves people to help others. Re-read Jesus' parable of sheep and goat in Matthew 25?

还是你自己被自己感动的一塌糊涂了就以为神也被你感动了？

What do you think?

还是你为一些人的灵性祷告实际上是神借着他们造就你自己呢？

The cup of blessing often overflows, forward and backward, and all around.

感谢主，能用我来办的事情，虽然他根本用不着我，他用石头和毛驴都可以办成他要办的事情，但他却要我们来做，好让我们觉得是我们的祷告是我们的钱是我们的时间是我们的才干口才帮了别人。可是，那只是我们的感觉，为了造就我们自己，那是他本来就出于他无穷无尽的爱要做的和正在做地，感谢主。

But do not negate the good feeling of helping others. Do good in joy. That is a small reward from God.

How often do you as some sort of psychiastrist misdignose other's emotions? Do better in the future before we declare you incompetent and unfit.