We survived.
We are still a family. Now four of us, we have tons of funs. It’s a happy ending, isn’t it?
If I were not so suspicious.
He is on his peak of his career and his life. There are always young girls around him, of course guys too.

I try my best to be a good wife (surely I am a good mother). Sometime, I ask myself : this is what I want in my life—a happy family? Yes, sure.
And I pay for that. When kids are not at home, I feel painful in my heart. And I have learnt a lesson: never ask him about his work or his friends—whoever he/she is. And there are no longer calls from strangers.
想起朋友很早以前说的一句话：生活到后来，只有亲情，不要奢谈爱情。
Go to church is not a solution.
Now this is my new year’s revolution: finding a job in the coming year.
It will be a brand new year, I hope.