on the snow street

in a cold wind, U and I

laughing like kids.

forgotting being your scholar

or my traffic increase

when the blue sky came out

you pointed out a not markovian,

but a self-appreciation- memoryless

whose state at time t is X(t), for t > 0,

and whose history of states is given by x(s) for times s < t is

if the probability of its having state y at time t+h,

conditioned on having the particular state x(t) at time t.....

as we were coming back

from a movie

i laid my lips to yours

and have no voice:

'what are shuffling and sieving?

are they

in books of Knuth?'

you turned away

and whispered

to my ear teasingly:

'you only wanted

to make an easy living

why bother

to find the truth?'

8 years later, alone (交不起学费， 在读 online 硕士)

tired in water

i wanted to come ashore

two roads in front:

true and false

i hesitated for long

then both blocked

and no other anymore

i kept myself afloat until

drowned in the sea

... my score

yes i got a C,

but so what?

now a life's call:

life is a gamble

give it all

rise or fall

give it all

stride, shamble or crawl

give it all

steady or tremble

give it all

my heart is full of random