【引子】

I was trying to make my friends at the year of age 50. Dame it, the real friends. I had no real friends before that. I have a big family, 50 brothers and sisters including in laws, 20 aunts with many nee names I can't even remembered, 34 nephews in different styles, I mean languages. But I had no real friends till that.

I was a lonely guy in the whole world that could reach the spirit of everything except other people being around. I'd like sit in the dark bay to watch the light of casinos about 2 miles away from my backyard, but to talk to a "man-made" lady with brown hairs, and such watch-out for all night. untill I met her. www.

I am also a thinker, to the universe, when the night was coming, it was always my 2-meter size telescope at the Mt. Real, a national lab of NASA, for SPAM projects.

今天的夜晚我站在這BAY後院的海邊，吸着煙，稍微出來透一口氣。屋子裡面的PARTY實在太吵鬧了。遠處的CASINO若隱若現，全然不像在我自家後院裡面看着的那麼清晰，不過一會兒獨立日午夜的煙火會很清晰，遠近並不是問題。

蘇比力耳湖的水波就在我的腳下黑色的流動着，那陰森的冷氣順着岸邊的霧氣漫漫的湧上來，就是這7月份的盛夏，那冷氣也能滲入你的骨髓。其實不是冷氣，而是濕氣，穿過你的外套滲透進來。我突然感覺有些後悔沒有帶一套更厚的毛大衣，但我仍然不願意馬上進屋子裡面去，而是企圖呆的更久一些，越久越好。