【引子】

I was trying to make my friends at the year of age 50. Dame it, the real friends. I had no real friends before that. I have a big family, 50 brothers and sisters including in laws, 20 aunts with many nee names I can't even remembered, 34 nephews in different styles, I mean languages. But I had no real friends till that.

I was a lonely guy in the whole world that could reach the spirit of everything except other people being around. I'd like sit in the dark bay to watch the light of casinos about 2 miles away from my backyard, but to talk to a "man-made" lady with brown hairs, and such watch-out for all night. untill I met her. www.

I am also a thinker, to the universe, when the night was coming, it was always my 2-meter size telescope at the Mt. Real, a national lab of NASA, for SPAM projects.

今天的夜晚我站在这BAY后院的海边，吸着烟，稍微出来透一口气。屋子里面的PARTY实在太吵闹了。远处的CASINO若隐若现，全然不像在我自家后院里面看着的那么清晰，不过一会儿独立日午夜的烟火会很清晰，远近并不是问题。

苏比力耳湖的水波就在我的脚下黑色的流动着，那阴森的冷气顺着岸边的雾气漫漫的涌上来，就是这7月份的盛夏，那冷气也能渗入你的骨髓。其实不是冷气，而是湿气，穿过你的外套渗透进来。我突然感觉有些后悔没有带一套更厚的毛大衣，但我仍然不愿意马上进屋子里面去，而是企图呆的更久一些，越久越好。