In the darkest midnight
You approach me
with your hand
and hair

I cannot breath
I cannot move
I cannot say anything
The only thing I know
is that
I am a woman

I am not yours
I am not mine either
I am not anyone’s
I am not one at all

I am not in fear
or excitement
or anything

In the darkest midnight
You approach me
Tell me with your hand:
I am still
alive

I would like to
kill you
for it ……

9-17-04