【白 凡按】 本文是洛杉磯警察局正在全國抓捕的前警察，殺害多人，在逃的克里斯多夫多勒的宣言書。翻譯此文，不是要為此人張目。而是希望華人讀者了解他的心路歷程。他為何走上這樣的道路。他現在採取的報復殺人的行為是完全不可取的。同時要警告各位讀者，尤其是南加州的朋友們，此人非常危險，一定要提高警惕。全文太長，將分幾次翻譯完成。

From: Christopher Jordan Dorner /7648
To: America
Subj: Last resort
Regarding CF# 07-004281
I know most of you who personally know me are in disbelief to hear from media reports that I am suspected of committing such horrendous murders and have taken drastic and shocking actions in the last couple of days. You are saying to yourself that this is completely out of character of the man you knew who always wore a smile wherever he was seen. I know I will be vilified by the LAPD and the media. Unfortunately, this is a necessary evil that I do not enjoy but must partake and complete for substantial change to occur within the LAPD and reclaim my name. The department has not changed since the Rampart and Rodney King days. It has gotten worse. The consent decree should never have been lifted. The only thing that has evolved from the consent decree is those officers involved in the Rampart scandal and Rodney King incidents have since promoted to supervisor, commanders, and command staff, and executive positions.

來自：克里斯托弗·喬丹多納/ 7648
致：美國
主旨：最後的手段
關於CF＃07-004281
我 知道，當你們，大多數認識我個人的人們，在聽到媒體的報道時會不相信，會懷疑我犯這樣可怕的謀殺案，並已在過去幾天採取這樣激烈和令人震驚的行動。您對自 己說，這完全不是你所知道的這個人的個性，無論何時你見到他，他總是面帶微笑。我知道洛杉磯警察局（LAPD）和媒體會詆毀我。不幸的是，這是一種必要的 惡，我不喜歡，但必須去完成，以使洛杉磯警察局發生實質性的變化，並還我的清白名聲。自Rampart醜聞和羅德尼·金事件引發的騷亂以來，洛杉磯警方並 沒有改變。非但如此，它實際上變得更糟。《同意法令》（consent decree）本來永遠不應該被取消。但是事實上，從同意法令簽署以來，唯一發生的改變是那些捲入進Rampart醜聞和羅德尼·金事件中的官員們反而被 提升為主管，警長和高級警長，甚至警局高層主管。

【白凡注】Rampart 指的是上世紀90年代LAPD發生的一樁巨大醜聞，包括警察濫用暴力，貪腐，和行為不當。其中有多達70名警察受到指控。consent decree是法律名詞，指的是，洛杉磯市府，LAPD與美國司法部達成的一項由司法部對LAPD監管五年，以清除腐敗和改革的協議，以換取司法部不對洛 杉磯市府提起訴訟。

The question is, what would you do to clear your name?

Name;
A word or set of words by which a person, animal, place, or thing is known, addressed, or referred to.

Name Synonyms;
reputation, title, appellation, denomination, repute.

A name is more than just a noun, verb, or adjective. It’s your life, your legacy, your journey, sacrifices, and everything you’ve worked hard for every day of your life as and adolescent, young adult and adult. Don’t let anybody tarnish it when you know you’ve live up to your own set of ethics and personal ethos.

現在的問題是，你會做些什麼來恢復你的令名？
名 字，既是人們對你的稱謂，也是你的名譽，名聲。它不僅僅只是一個名詞，動詞或者形容詞。它是你的生命。你的傳奇和旅程。你用你的少年，青年，和成年的每一 天千辛萬苦，付出犧牲換來的名譽，你知道那是你一直奉為圭臬的自己的一套道德準則和個人精神氣質。你不要讓任何人玷污了它。

In 8/07 I reported an officer (Ofcr. -----/now a Sergeant), for kicking a suspect (excessive force) during a Use of Force while I was assigned as a patrol officer at LAPD’s Harbor Division. While cuffing the suspect, (-----), ----- kicked the suspect twice in the chest and once in the face. The kick to the face left a visible injury on the left cheek below the eye. Unfortunately after reporting it to supervisors and investigated by PSB (internal affairs investigator Det. -----), nothing was done. I had broken their supposed “Blue Line”. Unfortunately, It’s not JUST US, it’s JUSTICE!!! In fact, 10 months later on 6/25/08, after already successfully completing probation, acquiring a basic Post Certificate, and Intermediate Post Certificate, I was relieved of duty by the LAPD while assigned to patrol at Southwest division. It is clear as day that the department retaliated toward me for reporting ----- for kicking Mr. -----. The department stated that I had lied and made up the report that ----- had kicked the suspect. I later went to a Board of Rights (department hearing for decision of continued employment) from 10/08 to 1/09. During this BOR hearing a video was played for the BOR panel where ----- stated that he was indeed kicked by Officer ----- (video sent to multiple news agencies). In addition to ----- stating he was kicked, his father -----, also stated that his son had stated he was kicked by an officer when he was arrested after being released from custody. This was all presented for the department at the BOR hearing. They still found me guilty and terminated me. What they didn’t mention was that the BOR panel made up of Capt. -----, Capt. -----, and City Attorney ----- had a significant problem from the time the board was assembled. Capt. ----- was a personal friend of ----- from when he was her supervisor at Harbor station. That is a clear conflict of interest and I made my argument for his removal early and was denied. The advocate for the LAPD BOR was Sgt. -----. ----- also had a conflict of interest as she was ----- friend and former partner from Harbor division where they both worked patrol together. I made my argument for her removal when I discovered her relation to ----- and it was denied.

8 月7日，我匯報了關於一名官員（官員某某，現在已經是一名警長）在使用武力過程中（用力過猛地）踢犯罪嫌疑人的事件，當時我被指派為LAPD的港務本部的 巡邏人員。在犯罪嫌疑人戴着手拷的情況下，（某某）踢了犯罪嫌疑人。兩次在胸前，一次在臉上。踢在臉上的一腳在嫌疑人左臉頰眼睛下方留下了明顯的傷害。不 幸的是，在報告給上級並經過PSB（內務調查部門）調查之後，什麼也沒有發生。我已經打破了他們所謂的“藍線”。不幸的是，它不是一個關於“我們（警 察）”的問題，而是一個關於正義的問題！事實上，10個月後，6/25/08，在已經成功地通過了試用期，獲得基本崗位證書，和中級崗位證書後，並已經被 指派為西南轄區巡警之後，LAPD解除了我的職務。很明顯，警察局因為我報告了這位踢人先生而對我進行了報復。該部門表示，我撒了謊，杜撰了（某某）踢了 犯罪嫌疑人的事實。後來從08年10月到09年1月我去了雇員權利聽證會（警局對繼續聘用警員的聽證會）申訴。在此BOR（Board of Review) 聽證會上放了一個視頻。視頻表明，某某確實是踢了嫌疑人。此外某某表明他被踢。 在他被釋放之後，他的父親某某也說，他的兒子說在他被逮捕時，被官員腳踢過。這 一切都在BOR的聽證會上展示過。視頻也曾經送到好幾家新聞機構。然而他們仍然證明我有罪，並解僱了我。但他們沒有提及的是，這個由警長，某某警長，市檢 察長等人組成的BOR有一個嚴重的問題。警長某某在海港警察局任職時，就是這位女性某某的上司，他們當時就是是私交很好的朋友。這是一個明顯的利益衝突， 所以我的論點和早前要求他不參加BOR的請求被拒絕。LAPD BOR的辯護人是某某警長。 而他也是有利益衝突的，因為她是某某的私人朋友，從前在海港警察局做巡警時的搭檔。當我發現她們的關係之後，我也作出了從BOR排除她的請求。這個請求也 被拒絕了。

During the BOR, the department attempted to label me unsuccessfully as a bully. They stated that I had bullied a recruit, -----, in the academy when in reality and unfounded disposition from the official 1.28 formal complaint investigation found that I was the one who stood up for ----- when other recruits sang nazi hitler youth songs about burning Jewish ghettos in WWII Germany where his father was a survivor of a concentration camp. How fucking dare you attempt to label me with such a nasty vile word. I ask that all earnest journalist investigating this story ask Ofcr. ----- about the incident when Ofcr. ----- began singing a nazi youth song about burning jewish ghettos.

在BOR期間，警察局曾經嘗試把我說成是一個欺負同儕的混混，但他們未能得逞。他們說，我在警察學院搜曾欺負一個新兵某某，從正式的1。28號投訴調查發現，事實是，因為他的父親是一個集中營的倖存者。其他新兵唱德國在開始唱歌，一首納粹青年焚燒猶太貧民區的歌。而我是為這位新兵挺身而出的人。我曾經要求所有認真調查這個事件的記者問那些長官們，你他媽的怎麼敢試圖用這樣骯髒卑鄙的字眼來標籤我。

The Situation would have been resolved effective, immediately. The sad thing about this incident was that when Detective ----- from internal affairs investigated this incident only (1) officer (unknown) in the van other than myself had statements constistent with what actually happened. The other six officers all stated they heard nothing and saw nothing. Shame on every one of you. Shame on Detective ----- (same ethnicity as -----) for creating a separate 1.28 formal complaint against me (----- complaint) in retaliation for initiating the complaint against ----- and -----. Don’t retaliate against honest officers for breaking your so-called blue line. I hope your son -----, who I knew, is a better officer than you, Detective -----. The saddest part of this ordeal was that Officer ----- and ----- were only given 22 day suspensions and are still LAPD officers to this day. That day, the LAPD stated that it is acceptable for fellow officers to call black officers niggers to their face and you will receive a slap on the wrist. Even sadder is that during that 22 day suspension ----- and ----- received is that the LAPPL (Los Angeles Police Protective League) paid the officers their salaries while they were suspended. When I took a two-day suspension for an accidental discharge, I took my suspension and never applied for a league salary. Its called integrity.

情況本來應該得 有效的，馬上的解決。可悲的是，當內部事務處的偵探某某調查這次事件的時候，在那個麵包車裡面，，除了我自己之外，只有一位（1）我不知名的官員，作出了 與事實相符的陳述。其他六人都表示，他們什麼也沒聽到，什麼也沒看見。可恥！你們每個人的恥辱！可恥，偵探某某！（同一種族的某某），你單獨立案1.28 正式投訴我。（某某）因為我投訴了某某和某某而投訴我。不要因為誠實的警察打破了你所謂的藍線就打擊報復。我希望你的兒子某某，我認識他，是一個比你更好 的警察，偵探某某。最最可悲的是，某某和某某隻是給予22天吊銷警徽（suspension）的處罰，而且今天還是LAPD的官員。那天，LAPD指出， 同僚當面稱黑人警官黑鬼是可以接受的，只要在手腕上挨一巴掌就可以了。更令人悲哀的是，在此22天停牌期間，某某和某某還收到洛杉磯警察保護聯盟 （LAPPL）支付的工資。當初，我因為擦槍走火而停牌兩天，我從未向（LAPPL）申請工資補償。這才叫有素質（integrity）。

Journalist, I want you to investigate every location I resided in growing up. Find any incidents where I was ever accused of being a bully. You won’t, because it doesn’t exist. It’s not in my DNA. Never was. I was the only black kid in each of my elementary school classes from first grade to seventh grade in junior high and any instances where I was disciplined for fighting was in response to fellow students provoking common childhood schoolyard fights, or calling me a nigger or other derogatory racial names. I grew up in neighborhoods where blacks make up less than 1%. My first recollection of racism was in the first grade at Norwalk Christian elementary school in Norwalk, CA. A fellow student, ----- if I can recall, called me a nigger on the playground. My response was swift and non-lethal. I struck him fast and hard with a punch an kick. He cried and reported it to a teacher. The teacher reported it to the principal. The principal swatted ----- for using a derogatory word toward me. He then for some unknown reason swatted me for striking ----- in response to him calling me a nigger. He stated as good Christians we are to turn the other cheek as Jesus did. Problem is, I’m not a fucking Christian and that old book, made of fiction and limited non-fiction, called the bible, never once stated Jesus was called a nigger. How dare you swat me for standing up for my rights for demanding that I be treated as an equal human being. That day I made a life decision that i will not tolerate racial derogatory terms spoken to me. Unfortunately I was swatted multiple times for the same exact reason up until junior high. Terminating me for telling the truth of a Caucasian officer kicking a mentally ill man is disgusting. Don’t ever call me a fucking bully. I want all journalist to utilize every source you have that specializes in collections for your reports. With the discovery and evidence available you will see the truth. Unfortunately, I will not be alive to see my name cleared. That’s what this is about, my name. A man is nothing without his name. Below is a list of locations where I resided from childhood to adulthood.

Cerritos, CA.
Pico Rivera, CA.
La Palma, CA.
Thousand Oaks, CA.
Cedar City, UT.
Pensacola, FL.
Enid, OK.
Yorba Linda, CA.
Las Vegas, NV.

各 位記者，我要你調查我住在成長過程中所住過的的每一個地方。找出任何我曾經指責的一個欺負同儕混混的事件，。你找不到，因為這根本就不存在。它不存在於我 的基因里。從來都不存在。我是我的小學從一年級到七年級所有班級里唯一的黑人孩子，在初中，高中和任何情況下，我因為打架而被處分，都是因為常見的回應由 其他同學挑起的校園打架的事件。或則是因為別人稱我為黑鬼或其他貶義的種族名稱。我在一個黑人人口不到1％的社區長大。我的第一個有關的種族主義回憶，是 在加利福尼亞諾瓦克（Norwalk）諾沃克基督教小學一個一年級的同學某某，如果我記得不錯的話，在操場上他叫我黑鬼。我的反應是迅速的和非致命的。我 又快又狠的一重拳和一腳擊中了他。他哭了。告了一位老師。老師又報告校長。校長批評了他不該對我罵我黑鬼。然後，他不知為何有批評我不該打他。他表示，作 為一個好的基督徒，（當別人打我們的左臉時），我們應該像耶穌一樣把右臉頰也給他。問題是，我不是一個他媽的基督徒，而那本半小說半真實的被稱之為聖經的 老書，從來沒有說過耶穌被做叫黑鬼的事情。你有何權利責備我為爭取一個人的平等權利而站起來抗爭。那一天，我做了一個人生決定，我不會容忍對我說種族貶 詞。不幸的是，一直到初中，我因為同樣的原因而被責罰多次。因為講了一個白人警官踢一名患有精神病的男子的真話而解僱我，令人厭惡。再不要叫我他媽的欺負 人的混混。我希望所有的記者利用你擁有的一切資源，收集和發現證據，就已知的證據和新的發現，你會看到真相。不幸的是，我不會活着看到我的名譽得以恢復。 就是這麼一回事，我的名譽。一個男人不能沒有他的名譽。下面是我從童年到成年的居住地的列表。

加利福尼亞：瑟瑞托斯
加利福尼亞：皮科瑞拉
加利福尼亞：拉帕瑪
加利福尼亞：千橡樹
猶他：瑟達市
弗羅里達：彭沙科拿
渥克拉荷馬：恩立德
內華達：拉斯維加斯

【待續】