【白 凡按】 本文是洛杉矶警察局正在全国抓捕的前警察，杀害多人，在逃的克里斯多夫多勒的宣言书。翻译此文，不是要为此人张目。而是希望华人读者了解他的心路历程。他为何走上这样的道路。他现在采取的报复杀人的行为是完全不可取的。同时要警告各位读者，尤其是南加州的朋友们，此人非常危险，一定要提高警惕。全文太长，将分几次翻译完成。

From: Christopher Jordan Dorner /7648
To: America
Subj: Last resort
Regarding CF# 07-004281
I know most of you who personally know me are in disbelief to hear from media reports that I am suspected of committing such horrendous murders and have taken drastic and shocking actions in the last couple of days. You are saying to yourself that this is completely out of character of the man you knew who always wore a smile wherever he was seen. I know I will be vilified by the LAPD and the media. Unfortunately, this is a necessary evil that I do not enjoy but must partake and complete for substantial change to occur within the LAPD and reclaim my name. The department has not changed since the Rampart and Rodney King days. It has gotten worse. The consent decree should never have been lifted. The only thing that has evolved from the consent decree is those officers involved in the Rampart scandal and Rodney King incidents have since promoted to supervisor, commanders, and command staff, and executive positions.

来自：克里斯托弗·乔丹多纳/ 7648
致：美国
主旨：最后的手段
关于CF＃07-004281
我 知道，当你们，大多数认识我个人的人们，在听到媒体的报道时会不相信，会怀疑我犯这样可怕的谋杀案，并已在过去几天采取这样激烈和令人震惊的行动。您对自 己说，这完全不是你所知道的这个人的个性，无论何时你见到他，他总是面带微笑。我知道洛杉矶警察局（LAPD）和媒体会诋毁我。不幸的是，这是一种必要的 恶，我不喜欢，但必须去完成，以使洛杉矶警察局发生实质性的变化，并还我的清白名声。自Rampart丑闻和罗德尼·金事件引发的骚乱以来，洛杉矶警方并 没有改变。非但如此，它实际上变得更糟。《同意法令》（consent decree）本来永远不应该被取消。但是事实上，从同意法令签署以来，唯一发生的改变是那些卷入进Rampart丑闻和罗德尼·金事件中的官员们反而被 提升为主管，警长和高级警长，甚至警局高层主管。

【白凡注】Rampart 指的是上世纪90年代LAPD发生的一桩巨大丑闻，包括警察滥用暴力，贪腐，和行为不当。其中有多达70名警察受到指控。consent decree是法律名词，指的是，洛杉矶市府，LAPD与美国司法部达成的一项由司法部对LAPD监管五年，以清除腐败和改革的协议，以换取司法部不对洛 杉矶市府提起诉讼。

The question is, what would you do to clear your name?

Name;
A word or set of words by which a person, animal, place, or thing is known, addressed, or referred to.

Name Synonyms;
reputation, title, appellation, denomination, repute.

A name is more than just a noun, verb, or adjective. It’s your life, your legacy, your journey, sacrifices, and everything you’ve worked hard for every day of your life as and adolescent, young adult and adult. Don’t let anybody tarnish it when you know you’ve live up to your own set of ethics and personal ethos.

现在的问题是，你会做些什么来恢复你的令名？
名 字，既是人们对你的称谓，也是你的名誉，名声。它不仅仅只是一个名词，动词或者形容词。它是你的生命。你的传奇和旅程。你用你的少年，青年，和成年的每一 天千辛万苦，付出牺牲换来的名誉，你知道那是你一直奉为圭臬的自己的一套道德准则和个人精神气质。你不要让任何人玷污了它。

In 8/07 I reported an officer (Ofcr. -----/now a Sergeant), for kicking a suspect (excessive force) during a Use of Force while I was assigned as a patrol officer at LAPD’s Harbor Division. While cuffing the suspect, (-----), ----- kicked the suspect twice in the chest and once in the face. The kick to the face left a visible injury on the left cheek below the eye. Unfortunately after reporting it to supervisors and investigated by PSB (internal affairs investigator Det. -----), nothing was done. I had broken their supposed “Blue Line”. Unfortunately, It’s not JUST US, it’s JUSTICE!!! In fact, 10 months later on 6/25/08, after already successfully completing probation, acquiring a basic Post Certificate, and Intermediate Post Certificate, I was relieved of duty by the LAPD while assigned to patrol at Southwest division. It is clear as day that the department retaliated toward me for reporting ----- for kicking Mr. -----. The department stated that I had lied and made up the report that ----- had kicked the suspect. I later went to a Board of Rights (department hearing for decision of continued employment) from 10/08 to 1/09. During this BOR hearing a video was played for the BOR panel where ----- stated that he was indeed kicked by Officer ----- (video sent to multiple news agencies). In addition to ----- stating he was kicked, his father -----, also stated that his son had stated he was kicked by an officer when he was arrested after being released from custody. This was all presented for the department at the BOR hearing. They still found me guilty and terminated me. What they didn’t mention was that the BOR panel made up of Capt. -----, Capt. -----, and City Attorney ----- had a significant problem from the time the board was assembled. Capt. ----- was a personal friend of ----- from when he was her supervisor at Harbor station. That is a clear conflict of interest and I made my argument for his removal early and was denied. The advocate for the LAPD BOR was Sgt. -----. ----- also had a conflict of interest as she was ----- friend and former partner from Harbor division where they both worked patrol together. I made my argument for her removal when I discovered her relation to ----- and it was denied.

8 月7日，我汇报了关于一名官员（官员某某，现在已经是一名警长）在使用武力过程中（用力过猛地）踢犯罪嫌疑人的事件，当时我被指派为LAPD的港务本部的 巡逻人员。在犯罪嫌疑人戴着手拷的情况下，（某某）踢了犯罪嫌疑人。两次在胸前，一次在脸上。踢在脸上的一脚在嫌疑人左脸颊眼睛下方留下了明显的伤害。不 幸的是，在报告给上级并经过PSB（内务调查部门）调查之后，什么也没有发生。我已经打破了他们所谓的“蓝线”。不幸的是，它不是一个关于“我们（警 察）”的问题，而是一个关于正义的问题！事实上，10个月后，6/25/08，在已经成功地通过了试用期，获得基本岗位证书，和中级岗位证书后，并已经被 指派为西南辖区巡警之后，LAPD解除了我的职务。很明显，警察局因为我报告了这位踢人先生而对我进行了报复。该部门表示，我撒了谎，杜撰了（某某）踢了 犯罪嫌疑人的事实。后来从08年10月到09年1月我去了雇员权利听证会（警局对继续聘用警员的听证会）申诉。在此BOR（Board of Review) 听证会上放了一个视频。视频表明，某某确实是踢了嫌疑人。此外某某表明他被踢。 在他被释放之后，他的父亲某某也说，他的儿子说在他被逮捕时，被官员脚踢过。这 一切都在BOR的听证会上展示过。视频也曾经送到好几家新闻机构。然而他们仍然证明我有罪，并解雇了我。但他们没有提及的是，这个由警长，某某警长，市检 察长等人组成的BOR有一个严重的问题。警长某某在海港警察局任职时，就是这位女性某某的上司，他们当时就是是私交很好的朋友。这是一个明显的利益冲突， 所以我的论点和早前要求他不参加BOR的请求被拒绝。LAPD BOR的辩护人是某某警长。 而他也是有利益冲突的，因为她是某某的私人朋友，从前在海港警察局做巡警时的搭档。当我发现她们的关系之后，我也作出了从BOR排除她的请求。这个请求也 被拒绝了。

During the BOR, the department attempted to label me unsuccessfully as a bully. They stated that I had bullied a recruit, -----, in the academy when in reality and unfounded disposition from the official 1.28 formal complaint investigation found that I was the one who stood up for ----- when other recruits sang nazi hitler youth songs about burning Jewish ghettos in WWII Germany where his father was a survivor of a concentration camp. How fucking dare you attempt to label me with such a nasty vile word. I ask that all earnest journalist investigating this story ask Ofcr. ----- about the incident when Ofcr. ----- began singing a nazi youth song about burning jewish ghettos.

在BOR期间，警察局曾经尝试把我说成是一个欺负同侪的混混，但他们未能得逞。他们说，我在警察学院搜曾欺负一个新兵某某，从正式的1。28号投诉调查发现，事实是，因为他的父亲是一个集中营的幸存者。其他新兵唱德国在开始唱歌，一首纳粹青年焚烧犹太贫民区的歌。而我是为这位新兵挺身而出的人。我曾经要求所有认真调查这个事件的记者问那些长官们，你他妈的怎么敢试图用这样肮脏卑鄙的字眼来标签我。

The Situation would have been resolved effective, immediately. The sad thing about this incident was that when Detective ----- from internal affairs investigated this incident only (1) officer (unknown) in the van other than myself had statements constistent with what actually happened. The other six officers all stated they heard nothing and saw nothing. Shame on every one of you. Shame on Detective ----- (same ethnicity as -----) for creating a separate 1.28 formal complaint against me (----- complaint) in retaliation for initiating the complaint against ----- and -----. Don’t retaliate against honest officers for breaking your so-called blue line. I hope your son -----, who I knew, is a better officer than you, Detective -----. The saddest part of this ordeal was that Officer ----- and ----- were only given 22 day suspensions and are still LAPD officers to this day. That day, the LAPD stated that it is acceptable for fellow officers to call black officers niggers to their face and you will receive a slap on the wrist. Even sadder is that during that 22 day suspension ----- and ----- received is that the LAPPL (Los Angeles Police Protective League) paid the officers their salaries while they were suspended. When I took a two-day suspension for an accidental discharge, I took my suspension and never applied for a league salary. Its called integrity.

情况本来应该得 有效的，马上的解决。可悲的是，当内部事务处的侦探某某调查这次事件的时候，在那个面包车里面，，除了我自己之外，只有一位（1）我不知名的官员，作出了 与事实相符的陈述。其他六人都表示，他们什么也没听到，什么也没看见。可耻！你们每个人的耻辱！可耻，侦探某某！（同一种族的某某），你单独立案1.28 正式投诉我。（某某）因为我投诉了某某和某某而投诉我。不要因为诚实的警察打破了你所谓的蓝线就打击报复。我希望你的儿子某某，我认识他，是一个比你更好 的警察，侦探某某。最最可悲的是，某某和某某只是给予22天吊销警徽（suspension）的处罚，而且今天还是LAPD的官员。那天，LAPD指出， 同僚当面称黑人警官黑鬼是可以接受的，只要在手腕上挨一巴掌就可以了。更令人悲哀的是，在此22天停牌期间，某某和某某还收到洛杉矶警察保护联盟 （LAPPL）支付的工资。当初，我因为擦枪走火而停牌两天，我从未向（LAPPL）申请工资补偿。这才叫有素质（integrity）。

Journalist, I want you to investigate every location I resided in growing up. Find any incidents where I was ever accused of being a bully. You won’t, because it doesn’t exist. It’s not in my DNA. Never was. I was the only black kid in each of my elementary school classes from first grade to seventh grade in junior high and any instances where I was disciplined for fighting was in response to fellow students provoking common childhood schoolyard fights, or calling me a nigger or other derogatory racial names. I grew up in neighborhoods where blacks make up less than 1%. My first recollection of racism was in the first grade at Norwalk Christian elementary school in Norwalk, CA. A fellow student, ----- if I can recall, called me a nigger on the playground. My response was swift and non-lethal. I struck him fast and hard with a punch an kick. He cried and reported it to a teacher. The teacher reported it to the principal. The principal swatted ----- for using a derogatory word toward me. He then for some unknown reason swatted me for striking ----- in response to him calling me a nigger. He stated as good Christians we are to turn the other cheek as Jesus did. Problem is, I’m not a fucking Christian and that old book, made of fiction and limited non-fiction, called the bible, never once stated Jesus was called a nigger. How dare you swat me for standing up for my rights for demanding that I be treated as an equal human being. That day I made a life decision that i will not tolerate racial derogatory terms spoken to me. Unfortunately I was swatted multiple times for the same exact reason up until junior high. Terminating me for telling the truth of a Caucasian officer kicking a mentally ill man is disgusting. Don’t ever call me a fucking bully. I want all journalist to utilize every source you have that specializes in collections for your reports. With the discovery and evidence available you will see the truth. Unfortunately, I will not be alive to see my name cleared. That’s what this is about, my name. A man is nothing without his name. Below is a list of locations where I resided from childhood to adulthood.

Cerritos, CA.
Pico Rivera, CA.
La Palma, CA.
Thousand Oaks, CA.
Cedar City, UT.
Pensacola, FL.
Enid, OK.
Yorba Linda, CA.
Las Vegas, NV.

各 位记者，我要你调查我住在成长过程中所住过的的每一个地方。找出任何我曾经指责的一个欺负同侪混混的事件，。你找不到，因为这根本就不存在。它不存在于我 的基因里。从来都不存在。我是我的小学从一年级到七年级所有班级里唯一的黑人孩子，在初中，高中和任何情况下，我因为打架而被处分，都是因为常见的回应由 其他同学挑起的校园打架的事件。或则是因为别人称我为黑鬼或其他贬义的种族名称。我在一个黑人人口不到1％的社区长大。我的第一个有关的种族主义回忆，是 在加利福尼亚诺瓦克（Norwalk）诺沃克基督教小学一个一年级的同学某某，如果我记得不错的话，在操场上他叫我黑鬼。我的反应是迅速的和非致命的。我 又快又狠的一重拳和一脚击中了他。他哭了。告了一位老师。老师又报告校长。校长批评了他不该对我骂我黑鬼。然后，他不知为何有批评我不该打他。他表示，作 为一个好的基督徒，（当别人打我们的左脸时），我们应该像耶稣一样把右脸颊也给他。问题是，我不是一个他妈的基督徒，而那本半小说半真实的被称之为圣经的 老书，从来没有说过耶稣被做叫黑鬼的事情。你有何权利责备我为争取一个人的平等权利而站起来抗争。那一天，我做了一个人生决定，我不会容忍对我说种族贬 词。不幸的是，一直到初中，我因为同样的原因而被责罚多次。因为讲了一个白人警官踢一名患有精神病的男子的真话而解雇我，令人厌恶。再不要叫我他妈的欺负 人的混混。我希望所有的记者利用你拥有的一切资源，收集和发现证据，就已知的证据和新的发现，你会看到真相。不幸的是，我不会活着看到我的名誉得以恢复。 就是这么一回事，我的名誉。一个男人不能没有他的名誉。下面是我从童年到成年的居住地的列表。

加利福尼亚：瑟瑞托斯
加利福尼亚：皮科瑞拉
加利福尼亚：拉帕玛
加利福尼亚：千橡树
犹他：瑟达市
弗罗里达：彭沙科拿
渥克拉荷马：恩立德
内华达：拉斯维加斯

【待续】