2 Corinthians 的4章和11章。附錄下面。
BACH，前些天，從全伊那裡學習到早期基督從膽小如鼠地裸奔到耶穌復活給他們帶來的巨大生命轉變，我和你討論的時候，只是字面上證實我信的證據，我曾經很奇怪，這麼鐵證如山地怎麼就說服不了你們這些都知道證據的人呢？你們和我父老兄弟還不一樣，他們都沒有機會（或者說被生活壓的沒工夫）知道這些事情。昨晚上，我看2 Corinthians 4忽然意識到，其實從信到現在，我自己也不是被這些說服的，我是千真萬確被耶穌挑上了，所以當我反過來回頭看的時候，看耶穌說的一切都合理的要命。而不是因為合理而信福。
尤其是，看到保羅描述他被hard pressed on every side，以前看是把他當高高掛起的，他能揮灑自如神跡那他受的沒什麼了不起，昨天看，剎那間，感同身受，額的娘啊，在風和日麗的周五晚上，我享受天倫之樂，如果象童壇的媳婦被人忽然扇耳光，就已經無法想象了，居然還日常地被struck down被flogged還要known hunger and thirst饑寒交迫，可是他呢說：I believed; therefore I have spoken。為什麼呢？因為All this is for 我的你的 benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God。我的確是被巨大的thanksgiving 給overflow了，這就是我讀的那個時刻的感覺。

靈恩的羊們，我還有一個念頭，就是看11章他們平常這麼艱難險阻，inwardly burn的人，他們的神跡也許給當時的人見證了，可是給我見證的是他們擁有神賜巨大恩賜的人居然仍然過饑寒交迫艱難險阻的日常生活，這本身比讓我看見攤子行走更震撼，這是不是才是真正意義上的：必有神跡相隨，見證所傳的道呢？

2 Corinthians 的4章和11章。附錄下面。
7But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.
8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.
11For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body.
12So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.
13It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak,
14because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in his presence.
15All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

I have worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, and been exposed to death again and again. 24Five times I received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. 25Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was stoned, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, 26I have been constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits, in danger from my own countrymen, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city, in danger in the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false brothers. 27I have labored and toiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have often gone without food; I have been cold and naked. 28Besides everything else, I face daily the pressure of my concern for all the churches. 29Who is weak, and I do not feel weak? Who is led into sin, and I do not inwardly burn?