Dear Friend:

Thank you for your willingnees to open your heart.

I would like share with you for the Jesus I know so far. Even though
I don't know how could I describe the Lord I know because of His fullness,
neither could I deccribe His love completelly because I haven't yet been able to enjoy all of it (maybe until the day I met my Lord face to face). But what we have experienced with Him(our lord Jesus) is already far enough to have a desire in our heart to put ourself in his faithful hand peaceflly.

As a Christian, we may sometime be still in sickness, in accident, under the possibility to loss my job, even suffering persecution to death. as said in the bible, such Luke 10:30. Indeed, Lord blessed us every day. But Lord never promissed us for ever-blue sky. Sometime , Christians may even encounter greater troubles,and loss everything we have on the earth. but dear friend , don't be afraid, we stillhave our Lord with us, we still have His love with us, and nothing can separate us from His Love, even the death.

You may not yet understand how precious it is to have the Love of Jesus with you under any circumstance. It is a blessing beyond all the other earthly blessing. That is the strength and power and peace will help overcome any difficulties, not to mention loss of job.

However, I am just a normal person like you , and I am a sinner and I am weak.During those trouble times, from time to time , I will experience the same agony as you may have. Here is a story: Once a father lost his son, This father's heart was broken. He asked God: "where were you when my son died ?". Our God (Aba farther)ansewered him:"I was at the same place when my only beloved son died".

Dear friend, the only beloved son, the God refering to is our Lord Jesus Christ.If you know the son (Jesus), then you know the Farther(God). The father and the son are just one. (See John 1:18). Lord Jesus, leaving his heavenly home, come to the earth, as a normal human being just like you and me, though he has no sin just like a Lamb of God, as white as snow. He experienced all the suffering we have or will encounter on the earth , and died on the cross for our sin. This world is a full of evil, because sin come to the word through our forefarther Adam. Back in the time of Garden of Eden,everything was good.

To wash away the sin from the world and redeem us, some great price has to be paid. God paid it dearly with his only son, Jesus Christ. And Jesus died willing on the cross, when those exact sinners that will be saved by his blood crucified the Lame of God. At that time,the sky was dark as night, our Lord's heart was broken. That is why God said: "I was at the same place when my only beloved son died". God has sacrificed his most precious treasure from His heart to the sinners, for me and for you,in order to deliver us from the suffers of sin. God never ignored our sufferings. He has accomplished his salvation through Jesus Christ. God pulled his Love from his heart onto you and me.

Jesus has willingly to sacrificed Himself for you ,and paid the price dearly for you. And if you are still suffering. The only question left is: Are you willing to accept Him as your Lord in your life,let Him to be your great Savior. Offering tenths is a way for Christain to show our willingness to sacrificed the things from this corrupted word to come to God. But tenths is not exactly what Lord want, because He is the creator of the universe
anyway. But the verse in Malachi(3:10) is still true, if you are willingly to offer it from your heart as a way of to show God you loves Him more than the world, so you choose Him over any other things, God will bless you. The bottom line is that the offer has to come from your heart. God has offered his
Love from his heart to save you, what can you offer ? what is the choice from your heart.

You can offer your heart!, If you are willing, from the bottom of your heart, please accept Jesus as your only Savior in your life, repent all your sins and get baptised.Don't love the world, but love Jesus, because Jesus loves you with his life. Our Lord will become your Lord, He will give you a gift - the holy spirit. And you will obtain a new life in you. This new life is onto you , because Jesus has sacrifised his own life for you. With this life. you will be able to have the strength to overcome any diffculty
in your future peacefully. Because Lord will be with you , even you go through the shadow of the death vally, as long as you have faith in Him. Jesus has resurrected from death, what else He can not do;Jesus has sacrificed his own life what else He will withhold from you.

There is more to say and there is more learn from our lord. It is some sharing form my heart to your heart. It may not be complete , may the holy spirit correct it for me. And may Jesus be the answer, and He will be,
because he is the way,the truth and the life.

May you have Him and be blessed with his Love.

A blessed sinner

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