我说的说话，是指清楚的语言，不是 whisper，要靠你猜，靠你诠释，靠你解读等等。
如果你听到清楚的讲话声音，你如何判断这是从神来的？
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神灵感动我们的时候，我们的感受是很强烈的。根本不会去怀疑这是谁在跟我们说话。也根本不需要去分辨是大声还是轻声，男或女。 不需要解读。圣灵说话肯定不会违背圣经的教导，但远远强过我们理性上或逻辑上在圣经上的理解。回过来神灵的感动使我们对圣经有刻骨铭心的理解。

以下是伊妹儿，英文的。抱歉。

Email to an elder sister in Christ: 5/10/2001

Praise the Lord that I am blessed by the Holy Spirit and suddenly I understand much better the purpose of Jesus Christ dying on the cross! My soul and my heart were so joyful that I cried and wanted to share with anyone who is willing to listen. You are the one I can think of immediately.

Ever since my soul was awaken by the grace of the Holy Spirit on 5/26/98, and has been able to feel the comfort and joy from our God the Father and our Lord Jesus Christ, I have a very strong desire to share my heavenly peace and joy, and my love for Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father, with my loved ones. You and D were my witness that day since I sent you an e-mail. The first one whom I tried to share my joy and peace was of course my wife, S. Her reaction was: do you actually see God? I was disappointed, but nevertheless I tried.

I have been praying for myself and S seriously recently. It was very difficult for me to say a prayer. I did not know where to start verbally. So I practiced writing down my prayers. After a couple months of practice, I have been able to say my prayers more fluently.

I pray to God to continue working on my soul so that I can be holy, I pray to God to send His Holy Spirit of wisdom and revelation to me so that I can see the glory of Jesus Christ, and know Him more. I pray to God to open her inner eyes so that she will see His grace, His salvation, His holiness, His love, and His justice.

I become more and more aware of her concern, her underlying weakness or fear. I told you last time when I stopped by your office about her comment on kids that they would be like her if I keep talking about God and bible to kids. Her tone revealed that she does not want her kids to be like her.

I recalled her appeared OFFENSIVE but actually DEFFENSIVE reaction the other night when I told her I could not find my W-4 form for tax filing purpose. She became angry and started calling my name. She told me later that the reason she suddenly became non co-operative was because of my attitude (she felt that I was questioning her).

Then it came last night. She was very hard on our daughter M while M was doing her homework. I was late going home and was having my dinner. I could see M was under tremendous pressure, and was literally trembling. I signaled my wife to go to a room to have a talk. She refused. Her reaction was completely DEFFENSIVE and OFFENSIVE. She told me to get out of there, because she knew I was going to criticize her.

Her non co-operative attitude made the situation very difficult so I had to say in front of kids that I do not like the way she teaches kids. And both kids were in tears after we traded our remarks.

I was sleepless last night and pray to God to forgive me and give me wisdom.

This afternoon a thought comes to my mind: S IS VERY AFRAID OF BEING BLAMED, but her reaction is not to acknowledge her mistakes, but rather becomes very DIFFENSIVE or even OFFENSIVE.

Then a voice comes to me, TELL HER IF SHE CAN NOT SHOULDER THE BLAME, COME TO ME. I DIED ON THE CROSS FOR HER TOO. NAIL HER BURDEN (BLAME) TO MY CROSS. That was our Lord Jesus Christ.

My tears run down my cheeks. I was in joy. I was at peace. My heart and my soul were singing: Hallelujah! I can not wait to tell S. And I pray to God that she will listen to this good news. And the Holy Spirit will tell her also.

Amen.

In Christ,
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