Dear Brother,

God bless you and with you!

I can understand you. I am in the same condition. I am out of job for 10 months, but I had to go back to school and to pay $6,000 tuition per quarter (3 month per quarter) to keep my status. I am wondering in the same way as you. Keep in mind that GOD is with you and bless you. GOD's bless is enough.

I am a new Christian after bible studying several year. I think the burdon now is touching the bottom I can standing. Sometimes I may ask GOD, please show me the road and guid me. Everything I did and others did for my job hunting is without success. Several times when I read bible, I think I was touched by GOD, by his love. And I understand love is now. last week I accepted the donation from our brothers and systers for room and board. When I was first accept the donation from our pastor, I was touched and I cried several time, and I gave the money to a student who need it for the room rental. At this time, this student has no money to pay his tuition $6,000 this quarter, his requist for reducing course load is refused. He has credit card load more than a few thousand, and he just pay the minimum payment. He studied full time and worked in university for room and board (hour pay). When he asked me for borrowing money, and my heart was broken, and I do not have enough ability to help him.

I read bible everyday, and several time I prayed without eating within 3 day. Sometimes I wondered. I believe GOD has it purpose. Be patient! GOD is with us, and lead us to the beatiful destination. From all the difficulties I encountered, I understand what great love GOD give us. GOD will not give you up. I believe GOD is with you, with us, and bless you, bless us.

Now I just get TA for tuition waver and $600/month for the next 3 month. Thank God. When I worked outside, I did not pay attention to the money I earned. I had a time to gamble and lost $500 a night when I feel the stress in work.

Keep praying, look up GOD, HE is with us and bless us.

GOD bless you and Be with you.

brother twofaces.