judging from your posts, you, a newbie which you claimed, soon will be a deadbie, people see what they've learned. what have you learned? you are not 19 years old, maybe less than 19 months. you haven't wean yet. if purely lucky and you made some, get out and learn more before reenter the market. you will be wiped out soon no matter bulls or bears. I am more bearish than you probably and I am long often, your operation seems trying to kill yourself. Also if you are really a 娘們, then speculation is not for you. Your husband--- SHE will either dump or sell you after you lose everything, sorry for the harsh words; however, it's nothing comparing to the market that make you swoon. you will wet your pants, not losing it. suggest you wear a few diapers.