sadly admitted,
ohh,
the preacher yelled loudly --God is willing to heal you--
but
God didn't heal ME,
the preacher yelled loudly --God is Almighty--
but
God didn't heal ME,

obviously,
ME is the problem, God is not the problem,
ohh,
like the preacher emphasized or implied,
my FAITH is too little,
and/or
my SIN is too big.

Yes, we are human beings, and we are feeling-oriented creature,
nothing wrong to seek feeling and indulge in feeling and
share feeling, I strongly recommend our brothers and sisters
to do so (to seek feeling and indulge in feeling and
share feeling) as long as we know what we are doing and why we are doing so
and where the limitation is.