Actually, I am not interested in anwering any questions, as the experience is personal. I have no intention to give it universal value.Respectively, I would like to answer your question in order to stimulate your thinking...

My answers:
Do you still feel the love from Jesus after one year?Tremendously!

You had it before your visit to the Loyala House. But it faded. Why do you think it would fade? I am talking about the "feeling" of being loved. This may be the key to the saying: the feeling is not reliable, we can not depend on it.Disciple Thomas touched, felt Jesus' wounds, and witnessed Jesus' resurrection. The impact lasts for his life time. Should I continue my list? Abraham, Jesus, Pual, Peter....:)