Actually, I am not interested in anwering any questions, as the experience is personal. I have no intention to give it with some universal value.Respectively, I would like to answer your question in order to stimulate your thinking...

My answers:
Do you still feel the love from Jesus after one year?
Tremendously!

"You had it before your visit to the Loyala House. But it faded. Why do you think it would fade? I am talking about the "feeling" of being loved. This may be the key to the saying: the feeling is not reliable, we can not depend on it."
Disciple Thomas touched, felt Jesus' wounds, and witnessed Jesus' resurrection. The impact lasts for his life time. Should I continue my list? Abraham, Jesus, Pual, Peter....:)