Thanks to our heavenly father, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord. Thank Lord Jesus for bearing my sin.

Before I knew Jesus, I lived in the world of darkness. I didn't know the way of life. I didn't feel love. I was lost. I was frustrated and felt a lot of pains. Everyday I committed sin, and I didn't know it. I often argued with my parents,and I couldn't accept opinions. My parents are angry at me almost everyday, sometimes intentionally. I have no peace with my friends because I hated them.

When I came to the United States with my parents, I found some Americans were nice and polite because they have faith. When I lived in Los Angeles,I went to the Chinese fellowship several times. I felt people cared about me, but I didn't trusted in God. The reason is because "science cannot prove the existence of the Lod Almighty". So I didn't go to that fellowship anymore. Now I regret that not accepted Jesus for this opportunity.

When I moved to Kansas, I went to the Chinese fellowship again, I have no friends there. I feel the people in our fellowship love me so much and care about me. I feel very warm,I feel very touched.

I have studied Bible for several months, and have learned a lot. Jesus commanded us "to love each other as he has loved us. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. We are his friends if we do what he commands." I think that is the reason why I feel touched.
Today I have many friends,but I have the greatest friend. His name is Jesus Christ.
I admire Jesus who died for our sins on the cross. He did that because of his love. Jesus loves everybody,and he forgives thos who killed him. When he was on the cross, he said"Father,forgive them,for they do not know what they are doing." He was the example of love. I feel that God is love. I used to hated people for little matters,but now I feel ashamed.

I also learn from the Bible about the importance of prayer. Everyone who trusted in Jesus must pray. Althought I still can't pray everyday,but my heart goes with the Lord, and I think of His words all the time. I will try to pray everyday in the future and have conversation with God.

My behavior has changed a lot. I can listen and accept to different opinions. When my parents told me what I did wrong, I was able to correct it accordingly. I won't argue with my parents anymore. The biggest change is that I can get along and have good and close relationship with friends in peace and I don't hate those people that I used to hate before.

I thank God for accepting me to be his child.

Praise the Lord!