她的信:
做不到你那樣絕決,總管不住給你打電話.有時侯真稀望不知道你的電話號碼, 這樣的話,想撥也不知道撥向何方.
不知道日子是如何變質, 是從你苦痛的感恩節? 還是他在這裡找到工作? 感恩節的時侯每次電話都因種種原因無法同你正常交談. 幫他找工作也不是頭一天. 你是經歷過我住院的日子,當那些日子重演的時候,你不會不明白我是多麼希望有人在我身邊幫我一下. 我曾努力幫你在我們工司找工作. 只是未果. 沒想到過去的日子在你的眼裡是被蛇咬了一口.
從頭到尾,我們的交往都是在你的引道. 你要畫上句號了,也是不以我的意志所轉移. 我的每個電話都是以你的冷嘲熱諷所終結. 我只能長嘆一聲.隨你所願吧. 但我還是想告訴你過去的日子我沒有被蛇咬的感覺, 那是我一生最快樂的日子, 覺得最有希望的日子. 我為那段日子謝謝你.
His reply:
I input all my feeling and warmth in the past FOUR YEARS. I do not know how many sleepless nights I had and how much tear I got. But I remember when my only star which guides me in my darkest nights was gone. I realized the past was just my dream. I had been placed as a joker in her planned drama. I pretend to be strong, if not, at least I can convince myself to survive although the scar on my heart will last forever. All my feeling has been burned out, from now, I do not think I can feel any pain from anywhere.