我說“可是若是有意淡化除了信心禱告異能神跡以外別的醫治方法甚至把不要怕病情惡化這類的語句寫進去，我就不知道這寫書的是不是居心叵測了”，說錯了嗎？你自己看看文章裡面寫的什麼？

“……二者都不能帶來屬靈的祝福……在這種情形下，他們所得到的可能弊多於利……如果病人所求助的只是耶穌，他會學習不再倚賴藥物……於是，主掌管疾病，直接給予醫治。靈魂和身體乃同蒙祝福。”

“我們寧可選擇信心之路，從主和聖靈領受醫治，看看會得到什麼樣的救贖結果和證明。”

“你是否準備妥當，要跟世界絕交，憑着信心將自己交託給他？……只要記着，屬天的醫治是信心生活的一部份。”

“我們也看見健康和救贖是要憑信心得到的……醫治身體的病，取得一些名藥輕而易舉，又何必尋求屬天的醫治呢？”

“我在這裡特別要向今日那些不願使用世界藥物，對主耶穌的醫治能力和旨意並不疑惑，但又欠缺勇氣不敢領受醫治的人有所進言。”

“你的祈求，甚至你的病情似乎更多惡化，也不可因而失望灰心。”

“他們所得到的醫治，無疑可以證明神悅納了自己的順服。如果沒有得到，那是因為信心仍然不夠。”

我沒有你那麼會幫人找藉口，也沒有你那麼會揣摩字裡行間的意思，蘋果堆里能找出桔子來，讀了這些個，我實在想不出有別的解釋，我前面說過了，我在這裡還要說：“若是有意淡化除了信心禱告異能神跡以外別的醫治方法甚至把不要怕病情惡化這類的語句寫進去，我就不知道這寫書的是不是居心叵測了。”



我又說：“我在醫院工作，見的病人都是平時你們看不到的，”

why? do you think it's not true? how many patients have you talked to in hospital? how many of them ICU patients? how many hem/onc? how many palliative care? were you ever the first to disclose bad news to patients and/or their family? were you ever there to ask the patient's family to give up on futile treatments? did you have to deal with those who should have lived but died? have you seen the horrible complications of diseases because the patient didn't come to medical attention in time? did you have to witness their anguish first hand? were you the one being blamed for a mistake that is not yours?

即使是醫院裡工作的 pastor, rabbi, priest ，由於他們工作的性質，也不能說 they see what we see ，何況是你？

“失去親人的痛苦，你們可能幾年見到一次”
我說了“你們一定幾年見到一次”嗎？even if you do see it everyday, do you even know what happened? what the implication of their diagnosis is? what was done? what should have been done?

“你以為那些寫書的會去嗎”
病人不行了，誰去面對他們的親人，告訴他們“there is nothing we can do”，告訴他們“I am sorry for your loss”，特別當你知道“there was something we could have done”的時候？你做過嗎？