我说“可是若是有意淡化除了信心祷告异能神迹以外别的医治方法甚至把不要怕病情恶化这类的语句写进去，我就不知道这写书的是不是居心叵测了”，说错了吗？你自己看看文章里面写的什么？

“……二者都不能带来属灵的祝福……在这种情形下，他们所得到的可能弊多于利……如果病人所求助的只是耶稣，他会学习不再倚赖药物……于是，主掌管疾病，直接给予医治。灵魂和身体乃同蒙祝福。”

“我们宁可选择信心之路，从主和圣灵领受医治，看看会得到什么样的救赎结果和证明。”

“你是否准备妥当，要跟世界绝交，凭着信心将自己交托给他？……只要记着，属天的医治是信心生活的一部份。”

“我们也看见健康和救赎是要凭信心得到的……医治身体的病，取得一些名药轻而易举，又何必寻求属天的医治呢？”

“我在这里特别要向今日那些不愿使用世界药物，对主耶稣的医治能力和旨意并不疑惑，但又欠缺勇气不敢领受医治的人有所进言。”

“你的祈求，甚至你的病情似乎更多恶化，也不可因而失望灰心。”

“他们所得到的医治，无疑可以证明神悦纳了自己的顺服。如果没有得到，那是因为信心仍然不够。”

我没有你那么会帮人找借口，也没有你那么会揣摩字里行间的意思，苹果堆里能找出桔子来，读了这些个，我实在想不出有别的解释，我前面说过了，我在这里还要说：“若是有意淡化除了信心祷告异能神迹以外别的医治方法甚至把不要怕病情恶化这类的语句写进去，我就不知道这写书的是不是居心叵测了。”



我又说：“我在医院工作，见的病人都是平时你们看不到的，”

why? do you think it's not true? how many patients have you talked to in hospital? how many of them ICU patients? how many hem/onc? how many palliative care? were you ever the first to disclose bad news to patients and/or their family? were you ever there to ask the patient's family to give up on futile treatments? did you have to deal with those who should have lived but died? have you seen the horrible complications of diseases because the patient didn't come to medical attention in time? did you have to witness their anguish first hand? were you the one being blamed for a mistake that is not yours?

即使是医院里工作的 pastor, rabbi, priest ，由于他们工作的性质，也不能说 they see what we see ，何况是你？

“失去亲人的痛苦，你们可能几年见到一次”
我说了“你们一定几年见到一次”吗？even if you do see it everyday, do you even know what happened? what the implication of their diagnosis is? what was done? what should have been done?

“你以为那些写书的会去吗”
病人不行了，谁去面对他们的亲人，告诉他们“there is nothing we can do”，告诉他们“I am sorry for your loss”，特别当你知道“there was something we could have done”的时候？你做过吗？